that question

please stop asking me that question.
no, I don't know the answer. I'm living in the present right now.
the future is far away and scary.
I don't know what I'm doing next year.
I don't know what I'm doing next month.
I don't care that much, honestly.
I am graduating in a few days, with no job. graduate schools are still willing to take me, but only if I pay gobs of money to learn.

what do I want to do?
I want to travel.
I want to learn more about other people.
other places.
the last thing I want to be right now is an engineer.

but that's my degree, and I didn't pay (or accept loans) for that degree to not use it, right?

so what am I doing next year? for the summer? for life?

I don't know yet.